礼物 The Gift(2003)

barebacking - having sex without a condom; bugchaser- a person deliberately becoming infected with HIV; gift giver - a person who is willing to give the gift of HIV; seroconvert - going from a negative blood test to a positive blood test; HIV Beer Bust - a social event where HIV+ men meet other HIV+ men. survival guilt和the need to fit in太可悲，纯粹为了enjoy sex和not get worried about HIV太可怕。

Rarecinema. Possibly the most disturbing documentary I've ever seen (and I love Sick: The Life & Death of Bob Flanagan, Supermasochist), The Gift chronicles gay men who are known as bug chasers, because they actively try to contract HIV, so they can stop worrying about protection and being choosy about partners.4.5

本来只是随便看看，本来是看演员阵容才点开礼物 The Gift ，结果故事本身也不算拉胯，没什么特别硬伤。

从观感上讲，礼物 The Gift越往后越好看一点，不是那种开头强后面散的感觉，至少不是那种一眼劝退的类型。

影片中的情感线细腻而真实，让人感动不已。